just sitting around around. helping my mom clean and stuff. i'm leaving for Georgia in about two days! i'm really excited now that i have a place to stay. i cant wait to see ashley or jessie. im waiting for kev kev to call me. he's still sleeping prolly. anyhoo, i get to open my presents tomorrow too. can't wait. well that's all i wanted to say.

Ewin

hmm.. so what's new? saturday night was kevin's bro's wedding.. and i ended up having a lot of fun. me, kevin, mark allen, ross, luke, brandon, diana, and victor got a hotel room and kicked it in the bar with about 40 people. we had alot of fun. i played the violin for their wedding, and i messed up so bad. i was so nervous too.. awful. everyone said i sounded good, but i dont think i did. anyways, things have been fine. today was our last day of school until next year!! can't wait till New Years baby! lol..

   Bye bYE~

so today was a really good day. tomorrow is my birthday!!! i'm so happy. kevin got me something, and katelyn got me something, and my mom got me something. we also get to go to CiCi's tomorrow night for my birthday dinner! OH OH and we get to have a pizza party in 5th period tomorrow. so maybe i wont go to cici's... i should go someplace where they give me free dessert! yummy.. but i prolly just wanna go to CiCi's since they have spinach pizza and alfredo pizza. the two best pizzas in the freakin' world. and then if dinner's cheap enough maybe my mom will buy me a cookie cake! I LOVE COOKIE CAKE! i'm in a surprisingly good mood for the things that happened today. i guess my attitude is alot  better than it usually is.. i have that fuck it kind of attitude... not towards school.. i think everyone knows who i'm talking about..

 well i guess ima roll on outta here. i'll talk to you guys lata.

   <3     Birthday Girl

  P.S - it's my birthday and i'll bitch if i want to fuckers.

well this past week has been a complete roller coaster. ive found out that i really have no friends... just kevin. which makes me real sad, but it's alright, i'll get through these hard times... and in the end it will all be worth it. talked to chelsea today during 3rd. i used to not like her, but she's real nice now. i'm bout to go to my orchestra concert.. and i havent talked to ashley in forever.. or jessie for that matter..

  i drank too much last night, and bad decisions follow that. i'm going to pray that everything get's better.. but before they do they have to get worse. which i'm not looking forward too. me and kevin are doing fine.. or so i think. but hell who knows. i'm just going to sit around and see what God throws at me.

    <3, mE.

yesterday was alot of fun. Kevin came over here and spent Thanksgiving with us.. and then I went over to his Grann'y house and had dinner. The food was not so good.. but respectfully I ate it .. Then there was dessert. Chess pie that's yellow??  Uhh, don't think so. Something went terribly wrong in that recipe. Gosh, i'm not very nice sitting here dissing on Kevin's families food.. But if you would of had to have eaten it, you'd be sayin the SAME thing. Lordy Mercy! They're food was like really country. Turnip greens, Potatoe Salad??, Pinto Beans, Turkey with stuffing stuffed in it (nasty), Some more turkey, Ham, Macaroni and cheese (with no cheese), LOL and some Corn... It was pretty damn funny. Damn, my mom can cook up some food now! We had way more food too than over at Kevins grannies.. We have Squash Casserole (my fav), Mashed potatoes, Re-stuffed baked potatoes, Stuffing, Turkey, Ham, Sweet Potatoe Souffle, Green bean casserole, Macaroni and cheese (with cheese).., And I made cookies and we had pumpkin, peach, and apple pie... and we had Fudge... We also didn't have NEAR as many people at my house than at kevin's. I love my family.. and my thankgiving dinners... I'm spoiled and not at all picky

     Well thanks for reading my jumbles.. Oh yeah.. I was sick too! Well I still am sick.. and Kevin took care of me! He's such a fuckin sweetheart!

    Love yas kiddiez.